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because i dont sleep anymore... [19 Dec 2005|11:49pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

First Name: Jodi
Middle Name: Alayne
Birthday: 10/18/88
Eyes: blue w/ yellow around my pupil
Hair: dark brown
Fav color: right now, orange
Day/Night: night
Fave Food: right now, anything edible.
Do you ever wish you had another name? yes
Do you like anyone? ..no. i'm done(for real this time)
Which one of your friends acts the most like you? deanna
Who's the loudest? um...allie.
Who have you known the longest of your friends? emily
Who's the shyest: emily
Are you close to any family members? yes
When you cried the most: end of second session
What's the best feeling in the world: receiving genuine applause
Worst Feeling: when your "best friends" who you've known for almost 10 years start to completely ignore you. i wonder if that's a hint.
Let's walk on the: sidewalk.
Let's run through: a puddle
Let's look at the: puppies
What a nice: night
Where did all the: honesty go?
Why can't you: pick up your fucking phone?
Silly, little: nincompoop.
Tell me: a bedtime story
Ran away from home: yes, what little kid hasnt?
Pictured your crush naked: i dont think i have a crush right now
Skipped school: not really, no
Broken someone's heart: yeah right.
Been in love: yes
Cried when someone died: yes
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: sort of
Done something embarrassing: duh...i'm me.
Done a drug: no
Cried in school: sure
Your Good Luck Charm: actually i dont have one. they're spontaneous. like if something good happens to me one day and i'm wearing a certain something, that turns in to my "good luck" charm for the next thing i need "luck" for.
Person You Hate Most: that wouldnt be nice to say on here now would it?
Best Thing That Has Happened: sdm 05
Ice Cream: cookies and cream
WHO Makes you laugh the most: KRISSI, lauryn, and jaclyn
Makes you smile: a whole buncha people
Has A Crush On You: no one ever has a crush on jodi. are you on crack?
Do You Have A Crush On Someone: no
Fallen for your best friend?: well..in a way...but i'm done with him.
Made out with JUST a friend?: no
Kissed two people in the same day?: no
Had sex with two different people in the same day?: haha no
Been rejected: yyyup
Been in love?: yeah...
Been used?: lol probably
Done something you regret?: of course
Cheated on someone?: no.
Been called a tease: nno
You touched?: my mom
You talked to on the phone?: meredyth
You hugged?: mom
You instant messaged?: ummm...deanna?
You kissed?: who knows
You yelled at?: my dad
Who text messaged you?: prolly deanna
Who broke your heart?: i wouldnt say he "broke" my heart
Who told you they loved you?: my mom

i'm mad at life lately. it's like..messy. but i just cleaned my room. and i think i'll be able to sleep because it's clean. my drawers aren't clean. they're still bulging, but i feel like because i can see my floor, it won't matter.. maybe my life will be clean now...at least on the outside, like my room is.

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[11 Dec 2005|10:15pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

i'm upset.

i haven't been upset in a while.

it's that empty feeling that makes you naseous upset.

and there's never anything for me to do about it.

i need to get away from here for a while.

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[03 Dec 2005|10:22pm]

musical thingyCollapse )

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[27 Nov 2005|08:20pm]
[ mood | blah ]

a really long thingyCollapse )

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[08 Nov 2005|02:16pm]
i really wish i could figure out how to make the layout i want for my new LJ. that way i can start over and just update more often and such.

anyway...ive been kind of pissy lately. and underdog-ish. it's even happening at dance, and that's pretty frusterating. whatever...it's probably all in my head.

it's the kind of thing where ive been feeling unappreciated by some of my friends. it's stupid. i'll stop now.
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Rest in Peace [04 Nov 2005|09:25pm]
[ mood | blank ]

I canNOT even believe it's been two years already. Two years since he died. It's sort of creepy, not seeing him in school when I see his sister every single day in english. I hate seeing his friends every day...all hanging out with totally different people. It's as though after he died, the whole group of friends broke up, and his birthday and today bring them together again. Why should the death of their best friend be the one thing that brings them back together again. Would things have been different?

I guess I'll never really understand. I still don't understand why he died. I still get that empty feeling in my chest when I think about him sometimes. Why though?

Again, I guess I'll never really understand or accept it.

*Rest In Peace*
*Joey Buldo-Licciardi*
I will never ever forget you...

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waiting for rehearsal [14 Oct 2005|03:16pm]
stolen from cat :-)

10 Favorites:
Favorite Color: orange, pink, blue
Favorite Food: right now, it's my grandma's egg salad
Favorite Band: THE BEATLES
Favorite Movie: Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants
Favorite Sport to Watch: Baseball
Favorite Sport to Play: basketball, football
Favorite Season: fall(because of the weather), summer (because of the stuff i do)
Favorite Day Of the Week: saturday...and i have a weird thing for wednesdays
Favorite Ice Cream: cookies and cream
Favorite Time of Day: the second school ends

9 Currents...
Current Mood: realllyy mellow
Current Taste: ...my spit?
Current Desktop Picture: nothing..stupid laptops!
Current Nail Color: neutral
Current Time: 3:20,
Current Surroundings: minge's room
Current Annoyance(s): my sinusesssss (getting better though..i had surgery)
Current Thought: i can't wait to color later lol

8 Firsts...
First Best friend: valari widder
First Kiss: mike
First Screen Name: galloper116
First Pet: hermit crabs, shirley and mark
First Piercing: ears
First Crush: this kid josh at an old old sleepaway camp
First Concert: jingle ball
first alcoholic drink: malibu

7 Lasts...
Last Cigarette: never
Last Drink: water
Last Car Ride: to school
Last Kiss: like, more than a year ago
Last Movie Seen: SotTP
Last Phone call: my mom
Last CD Played: i have no idea...prolly songs for a new world

6 Have You Evers...
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: sort of..he became my best friend
Have You Ever Broken the Law: yes
Have You Ever Been Arrested: nope
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: nope
Have You Ever Been on TV: yes
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: no

5 Things...
-Things You're wearing: jeans, green sortofshort light light sweatshirt w/ a long top underneath
-Things You Did Last Night: ate, watched tv, colored, slept
-Things You Can't Live Without: music, stagedoor, my friends
-Things You Do When Your bored: color, chat on AIM, tv
-Things You Dislike: my sinuses

4 Places You've Been
Today: school
Yesterday: temple
Out of the state: fla, cali, co, ct, ny, ut, wy, az...much much more
Out of the country: israel, bahamas

3 People You Can Tell Anything To:

2 Choices...
Black or White: black
Hot or Cold: hot

1 Wish...
this sinus surgery works!!!
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[13 Oct 2005|11:16pm]
(name of pet, street you grew up on)
CoCo Kengsington

(grandmother on mother's side first name, favorite snack)
Rita Almond

(first word you see on your left, favorite restaurant)
Columbus Houstons

(first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name)

(favorite animal, name of high school)
Wolf Pascack Valley

(middle name, city where you were born):
Alayne Hackensack

(name of sibling/parent [opposite sex], cell phone company you use):
Mitch Verizon

(first 3 letters of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name)
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freaking out a little [12 Oct 2005|11:30pm]
[ mood | l;asdfj;laer ]

i know this is sort of random and out of the blue. but i was just kind of thinking really hard about the fact that i have to go to college in two years, audition in 1 year, get into a college in 1 year.

and then i thought

what am i thinking? am i honestly good enough to be able to do what i want to?

i know i have the drive. if i didn't, i wouldnt pile myself up with shows and dance and voice and rehersals every year and love every second of it.

but seriously, am i really talented enough to get in to a good school out of thousands of other kids? why pick me over them? i'm not prettier than that many people. and i know a lot of you havent really heard or seen me do any kind of work in shows. but you've probably seen other kids who are getting ahead in what i want to do who are a thousand times better than i will ever be. it's so scary. i don't know what i will do with myself if i can't do this in my life. i dont see myself doing anything else other than this.


schmeh. i guess i kind of feel better but not.

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[02 Oct 2005|08:25pm]
[ mood | upset ]

I was oddly upset when I heard of the death of a 5-year-old boy I watched a program about on TLC. It was on over the summer entitled "Face Eating Tumor". His name was Novemthree and he was 3 years old(and turned 4) when the whole process began. He lived in Batam and flew with his father a really long way so that he could get the proper care. He had numerous painful surgeries and he got fevers throughout his ordeal. In the end, his face went from night to day. It was absolutely incredible. He was the cutest little boy ever and he always kept in good spirits. Even when he resembled something out of a science fiction movie, you could tell that underneath the swollen misshaped face was a sweet face. And that it was.

The program was on again tonight, so I figured I'd catch the end of it again. I was just about to change the channel when a message came up on the screen. It said that he'd passed away September of 2005 due to respiratory problems. This poor little boy and his whole family went through so much-happiness, sadness, worry, excitement; all of it just went down the drain.

So, rest in peace, Novemthree. I wish I could reach out to your family in some way. Just so they knew that there was someone in America rooting for you.

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a rant :-) [25 Sep 2005|07:36pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

This is a rant.

It is about an extremely close friend of mine who I've known for quite a few years now.

Actually, it's not even really about her- it's moreso about what happens to her.

What happens to my best friend is this: she likes a boy. he leads her on and they get close. for a few days, things are perfect. then, out of no where, he starts treating her like shit. she gets really upset, and as much as i try to help, i know i can never make the hurt stop and that just really sucks the big one.

i hope all of the boys who have hurt my best friend read this at some point in their lives. ready?

she's sweet.funny.caring.kind.hilarious.gorgeous.cute.humored.outgoing.polite.an amazing dancer.has a great sense of style.thinks about other people than herself.will go out of her way to make you happy.is more than happy to help you with a problem.always makes you smile.SO fun to be around.is amazing at going to the mall with.knows how to include everyone.knows how to be an individual.not afraid of being herself.

i could go on forever. why can't she just get the respect she deserves?

fuck you, boys who've hurt her. you're unfair little scum bags with no hearts. she's better than all of you by a mile. she deserves to be treated like a princess.

that's all, really.

***i'm in the midst of a new lj...please be patient! i'll get it done asap and start updating again soon!

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taken from the beautiful hannah [08 Sep 2005|11:50pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

10 Favorites...
Favorite Color: blue
Favorite Food: kraft macaroni and cheese (which i had for the first time in over a year last night, thank you)
Favorite Song: don't ask me this question. ever.
Favorite Movie: see previous answer
Favorite Sport: dance! and swimming
Favorite Season: summer
Favorite Day Of the Week: saturday..and i have a weird thing for wednesdays
Favorite Ice Cream Flavour: cookies and cream
Favorite Time of Day: RIGHT when the sun starts to set

9 Currents...
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Taste: ...my spit?
Current Clothes: stagedoor shirt and yellow shorts
Current Desktop Picture: jonathan being an amazing dancer
Current Toenail Color: orange
Current Time: 11:53
Current Surroundings: my room
Current Annoyance(s): that fact that i have to go to florida tomorrow
Current Thought: i really don't want to go tomorrow. my mom is being pissy.

8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: emily rothstein!
First Kiss: mike h.
First Screen Name: galloper116
First Pet: my evil, evil hamster,dina.
First Piercing: ears, age 5 or 6
First Crush: hahaha--mike d. in first grade
First Music: old macdonald (funny story: when i was like, 1, during a roshhashannah survice, i started singing "eeieeioo" out of the blue. the end.)
First Car: not yet...SOOOON!!

7 Lasts.....
Last Cigarette: never ever ever.
Last Drink: a sip of water like, an hour ago.
Last Car Ride: home from the yogurt place
Last Kiss: real kiss? very long ago. last just kiss, probably from jacob over the summer.
Last Movie Seen: american pie
Last Phone Call: w/ deanna at like, 6
Last CD Played: nooo idea

6 Have You Evers....
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: yes
Have You Ever Broken the Law: im a partner in crime.
Have You Ever Been Arrested: no
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: nope
Have You Ever Been on TV: i think when i was at a baseball game once
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: no.

5 Things....
5 Things You're Wearing:
1- shirt
2- shorts
3- underwear
4- earrings
5- hair thing

5 Things You've Done Today:
1- cleaned the cage
2- emptied the dish washer
3- watched "the grapes of wrath"
4- showered
5- went to tice's corner

5 Things You Can Hear Right Now:
1- the air conditioning
2- my typing
3- me breathing
4- coco drinking
5- my toes cracking

5 Things You Can't Live Without:
1- musical theatre
2- dance (metro girls in general)
3- my cell phone
4- stagedoor manor
5- antibiotics :-)

5 Things You Do When You're Bored:
1- go on myspace...you know you do it too.
2- sing
3- play with coco
4- watch tv
5- go on AIM

4 Places You've Been To...
1. Israel
2. Wyoming (and i saw a van with a cow in it..a live cow)
3. California
4. Florida

3 People You Can Tell Anything To...
1. Mike
2. Jonathan
3. Christine and Deanna (okay...so that's four)

2 Choices...
1. Black or White: white
2. Hot or Cold: Cold

1 Wish...
1. i shouldn't tell you that, should i?

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[05 Sep 2005|04:23pm]
Your Broadway Profile by crispmoonlight
Your most famous musical:42nd Street
Your popular voice is:High, beautiful, yet totally sexy
You perform nightly with:Barbara Streisand
And your friend:guilty_hands
You are best known for:Your mind-blasting voice and big expressions
You end up being:Absolutely famous
After your peak, you:Work as a professor at Julliard
Chance of making history:: 95%
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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[18 Aug 2005|12:04am]
1. What is your current ringtone?
Melody 9...yeah it doesnt have a title.

2. What is your current wallpaper?

3. Do you own a picture phone?

4. If so, what was the last picture you took?
one of myself...im so vain.

5. Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th message from the top says?
"when did we take that lmfao"-Deannaaaaa

6. How many contacts do you have on your phone?

7. Go to your missed calls. 5th missed call:

8. Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone?
my mommma.

9. What service do you have?

10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?
thr3e...(it's 12:22...ah the love of stagedoor manorrrrrr)

11. Who's on your speed dial number 5?
Christine's home phone

12. Do you have voicemail?

13. How many contacts that start with the letter D do you have:

14. Who do you call the most?
probably my parentals

15. How many text messages do you get a month?
too many

16. Can you send pictures?

17. What are the last 2 digits to your number?

18. Go to your texts, what does the eighth one say?
"not too much. I went to my gmas beach tho n i got some color thats NOT red!"

19. What about the 15th??
"I love you baby! Wishing u an extra speedy recovery!"

20. Who's the last person that you called?
my mother

22. Last person that texted you?
jonathan...who else?

23. Last person you added to your contacts?
jess v.

24. How many minutes are on your plan?
not a clue, but im sure they don't go to waste.

25. Do you like your phone?
are you on crack? i go nowhere without it.
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a survey..that i was a bit mean in. [09 Aug 2005|10:31pm]
been kissed..yes
lied to a friend..yah
dyed ur hairnever
dressed punkno
kissed a girlnot in a sexual way
saw something u didnt want tohahah yes
danced in the rainYES
lied to ur parentsyes
went barefoot in the snownot that i can recall
played hockeyyeah
made ur own clothesuhhh no.
got in a fiteno
took a showeryes
gave a dirty look to someoneno
did a cartwheelnope ha
went to schoolNO FUCKING WAY
shopped yes
dancedyes..just got home!
got sickyes
did something u regretno
discovered something new...nope?
run to class because ur always latenever
act perfectnooo
act hypernot really
are a nerdno
in band??nope..yay choir.
in ur pjssort of
listening to musicgood ol' rod stewart. hahah
watching a movieno
iming someone JONATHANNN
talkin on the fonenope
eatingugh..i need to stop eating.
hot topic or abercrombie and fitchabercrombie and fitch
thongs or briefsdepends on what im wearing man
boxers anyone?!?!LOVE THEM for sleeping
sweatpants or jeansonce again it depends..on my mood
longsleeved shirts or short sleeveshort sleeve
tube tops or tankstanks
current clothesstagedoor t-shirt and soffees
current moodbloated..is that a mood?
current musicjimmy taylor. (james..relax)
current tastemy spit?
current make-upnone
current thing I ought to be doingnothing...yyeess
you huggedsteeny
yelled ati dont think ive yelled at anyone
you touchedmy motha
[ EiTHER/0R .. ]
coffee or hot chocolatecoffee
big or littlelittle
lace or satinsatin
new or oldold
vogue or cosmopolitancosmooo
skirt or dressdress
wool or cottoncotton
[DO YOU..]
put on a "front"what the hell is that
have a crush on someoneuhh no..for a change.
if u got a tatoo where wud u get itwhere "wud" i get it? cute. uummmmmm..probably on my lower back or on my ankle. original, i know.
waht is the online symbol u use the most.
u have a boyfriend or girlfiendno
who's hotter, Josh Hartnett or Chad Michael MurrayChad
what was the last thing you saidyay
who would u want to be stuck in an elevator withummm...you
do you like stickersnot really
do u play with mad libs wen ur boredyes!! hahahah!
are you suicidalno
is your window openno..air conditioner is the way to do it.
what was the last pair of shoes you boughtdont remember
do you have a little brotherno
does he draw you cute picturesi dont have a little brother you idiot.
where do your grandparents liveflorida/long island
what do you think of when you hear the word clickwhat the fuck was this person thinking with these questions?
are you a moronnope
do you like trampolinesyes
have u ever accidentally sucked something up in the vacuumlol probably
did you see American Pie 2yes
do you cut yourselfnoo

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[07 Aug 2005|06:39pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I'm making a new live journal...it's not ready yet so keep me friended in this one. when it's ready i'll let you know. it's still going to be public..i was just kind of sick of this one. i think what i'm gonna do is look back on all of the entries and put the ones i want to keep under a cut in the new one just so i have them.

So steen came over for a while last night. I love her...holy shit she's so fucking funny when she tells stories about her friends. hahaha. oh man. we had fun on the chairs upstairs and ate dinner and just talked. thennn...

Kim IMed me and was like, COME OVER! So after a lot of stuff(hahaha) we ended up going over to kim's house...SOOOOOO good to see her. I was mucho happy. We all chatted for a while, and then steen left kim's house and I slept at Kim's. We just talked a lot, which is really what we needed to do. Then today we went out to lunch and to the mall and stuff...I had a really good time. I think I'm going over there on Sunday to see Derek and stuff. YAY!

Okay so I'm gonna get to making that new journal...byebyee.

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[05 Aug 2005|05:14pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Alright so I guess I should finally contribute a good update to this thing.

Well, I don't really know what I can say. It was nothing less than amazing. I was in Fame first session as Miss Greta Bell, the dance teacher. I got to sing a killer duet with Callie, who is AMAZZZINNGG. I got really sick of that show so fast because I know it so well, so I felt kind of bad. Oh well, every experience is a good one for what I want to do I guess. The director situation was interesting, being that he left...and then we got a new one and the show started to get really good. Haha. Basically it turned out to be much better than anticipated, so I was very happy.

Second session was unbelieveable. I got in to master acting again, and I was in master dance. So my schedule was OTC, master dance, master acting every day. I ended up getting a TERRIBLE sinus infection at one point, and I had to go to the doctor twice. It was the worst one I've ever had. I got better though so it's all good. I was in the show Follies, and Jeff Murphy directed it. That was my favorite show I've ever been in, mainly for the experience. I was Carlotta Champion. She sings the song "I'm Still Here", and it was the greatest time ever. I loved every single person in that show and our cast was SO crazily talented. I had so much fun.

Our Time Cabaret--OTC...I have nothing to say. Fucking amazing.

30th Anneversary--once again, nothing to say. I have never felt so amazing on stage before...totally crazy.

What else...
I haven't been doing much lately. Just recuperating from the past 6 weeks. Ive been sleeping and relaxing a lot. I went to dinner with Mike last night and we had fun. It was so good to see him again and just hang out with him. On Sunday I believe I'm going to lunch with Kim. I'm not sure where we're going yet...I should probably get on that and ask her about that. I haven't seen her in a really long time. I haven't seen anyone in a really long time. I'm always SO busy during the year that I have no time for anything...nor do I have a car, being that I'm not 17 yet. Once I can drive I'll definitely get to see more people more often, esp. Kim. I wish we could see each other more. Hopefully during the rest of the summer we can get together some more.

Well, nothing else to really say. Nothing too interesting has been happening lately. Hopefully there will be some excitement sooner or later so that my entries aren't so boring!!

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stolen from hannah [02 Aug 2005|10:23pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Alphabet survey I stole from Hannah.

A - age you got your first kiss: 15
B - band listening to right now: Elton John..hehe
C - crush: nobody at the moment
D - doing at the moment: this survey
E - easiest person to talk to: Kira or Mike
F - favorite bands at the moment: My Private Nation, Matchbox 20, etc...
G - gummy bears or gummy worms: wormmss!!!
H - hometown: River Edge, NJ
I - instruments: sort of piano
K - kids: eventually
L - last person you were pissed off at: myself for sucking at dance tonight
M - Madly In Love With Which Color: orange
N - nicknames: Jode, Jodes, Jojo, Jodles, Jo, Jodi Blue..more that i can't think of
O - one wish: succeeding on Broadway
P - phobia[s]: sort of spiders, thunderstorms, other people's spit
Q - favorite quote: well ONE of them is "lord knows at least i've been there..."
R - reason to smile: Stagedoor Manor.
S - song you sang last: Somebody
T - Time you woke up today: 11:36
U - unknown fact about me: when i can't sleep, i find old books to read that i read when i was in like, 3rd grade.
V - vegetable you hate: arugla
W - worst habit(s): BITING MY NAILS--if any of you know a really good way of stopping, tell me.
X - x-rays you've had: ankle, knee, ankle again, wrist, middle finger, thumb, hip...maybe more?
Y - yummy food : all pasta, pickles
Z - zodiac sign : Libra

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